Crazy Days

I haven't posted anything in a while and well honestly I have been really busy...I even started a blog of politics *didn't finish it; which, maybe is God quite possibly telling me I shouldn't post such comments for all to see. However, I do have an opinion about the election for any of you wondering about that; I actually got my new voter registration in the mail this week...exciting:)

All in all life is busy...today in and of itself was trying...each day at work is something new; something new to learn or handle or even cope with! It's one thing to study something in school and a complete other story to live it each day. I love my job *most days* and love the people that I work with that are teaching me new things each day. The one thing I didn't prepare myself for was the emotional impact it has on my life; we joke that if we could just build a dorm behind the school then everyone would be at school on time and we would know that they were all safe at night. One of the biggest things is realizing that not all students know where they are going to sleep at night, not all students who have parents that love them unconditionally, not all students know what its like to be supported in their school work and it breaks my heart a lot of days. I have over time had to realize I can do what I can do while I am at school and once I leave I can only PRAY; pray that they are safe at night, that they come to school tomorrow, that I don't get a call in the middle of the night preparing me for crisis counseling and just Pray. I love my job and I know this is where I am supposed to be and I will stand in the place God has called me till He calls me somewhere else.

There is a definite desire and call to do some LPC counseling in the future; it is here I believe that God is molding me into that person to do that job in the future. That excites me! God pretty much rocks my socks of and is constantly teaching me knew things!!

The newest thing...comes from the questioning of human nature the whys, what ifs and why nots of life. This week in all the questions I found God lead me straight to Eccl. and there I found word after word of truth for his plans and love for my life. He is constantly molding me and in time I will be at a place where he will mold me some more:) yet he never gives up and loves me all the way...that makes me happy and Love HIM even more!!

SJ