Amazed

Last night, I woke up from my normal deep sleep and I felt like I should get some juice out of the fridge so I did. However, on my way back to bed a thought crossed my mind; a story that I once heard of when you wake up it might just mean that you need to be praying for something or someone somewhere. Well, I didn't know who that was or what exactly I was supposed to be praying but a song was playing on my computer...Breathe on Me (by John Waller) and that became my prayer Lord breathe on me and show me what it is I am to be praying about. God is so faithful and so true...at 4am there God was showing me what to pray about and showing me thing after thing. I prayed for one of the most amazing people in my life and for that time and that moment I am so thankful. It is such a testimony to how God takes care of us even when we don't realize it, how he is yearning for us and directing us into greatness. I am so amazed by that and I guess when I stop being amazed or in awe of his greatness; I will need to refocus where my heart is in him.

Often times no matter how long we have been a Christian or how much we love God; we underestimate what he is doing, his power and his strength this is where we need to be reminded that God no matter where you take me I know that you are in the drivers seat help me to let go of the wheel. How hard is that? That is you saying I give you everything, little, big, small I give you it all. There is a song that I have posted on my wall at work that says I have questioned sovereignty. I have questioned it, I have wondered what it is that you are doing; but God I will not be moved. You have me and I am your vessel becomes my prayer, God I don't want to question what you are doing or the places you are leading me and I definitely don't want to question the things that you have shown me give me peace. Help me to trust you in all things.